Dec 28, 2015

Dec 28, 2015

I think first of all, I would like to say sorry that I havent written in a very long time.  Time is just short in the mission.  But I am doing great!

Christmas was such a great time.  I think the biggest experience I felt this christmas was that we had the chance to get to clean the temple this last monday.  And after we cleaned a little bit I went and sat in the celestial room for 5 minutes.  

I prayed quickly and fervently . .  I did not have much time, but I asked him whaat else I had to learn, what else I had to do in this time I have left in my mission.  And then I remebered the last time I had asked that same question, in that same place.  It was in May, and I was in my second weeek of training a new little missionary.  I told God I needed his help.  I needed to get better at Spanish, I needed his help to teach better, I needed his help to help the area get batter, I needed his help to help the members better, and That is what I needed.  I just knew it.  

And I sat there what I thought praying earnestly untill I felt strongly.  No.  You dont need those things.  Those things will come.  What you have to do is learn how to love people.

I was confused. I thought iI knew how to love.  OF course I knew how to love.  ITs easy.  But in the next 7 months I would learn very well, through a variety of experinces . . . how to love, how to be humble. 

ope, the cyber is going to close . .  tell you more later . . 

hna j